I haven’t done much today. Mostly lived between the couch, my bed, and my bathroom. I haven’t showered since yesterday afternoon. My hair is greasy. I couldn’t drive today to get meds because my blood pressure was scary low. I am sitting here cringing in pain because my arthritis is flaring. My collar bone feels… Continue reading My body hates me
Hey everyone. I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a little bit. Tonight sucks. I’m here laying in bed completely exhausted. I have school tomorrow, but I can’t sleep because I’m in so much pain. I can feel my intestines contracting and it’s causing bad pain. It is definitely bad enough to go to the hospital.… Continue reading Sleepy
I am disappointed. I am disappointed that men who try to date me, will only date me if I give them every goary detail of my disease. I’m tempted to make a business card that says the following: Elaine Campbell Professional sick person Henoch-schonlein purpura and God knows what else I have tried the following… Continue reading Completely disappointed
People don’t really talk too much about how chronic illness fucks up your sleep schedule. At night is when I’m in the most pain and most nights are difficult to get through. Most healthy people have the uninformed opinion that the reason us spoonies can’t a sleep at night is because we sleep all day… Continue reading Insomnia
As most of my facebook friends know I have been in a really bad flare. And in the last couple months I’ve had some troubling symptoms start that might suggest another autoimmune disease. I have really bad esophagitis from my year of prednisone use and I try to control it with ranitidine (probably not spelled… Continue reading More Symptoms
So this movie… I have so much to say about it. First off there are many themes to this movie and it’s a true story, about the real life events of Emily V. Gordon and Kumail Nanjiani. Emily was a grad student pursuing a psychology career and Kumail is a real life comedian. Kumail is the… Continue reading **Movie spoiler** The Big Sick (don’t read if you are planning on watching.)
I am currently trying to find someone to remodel my bathroom back home. I am staying with family, until construction is completed. I am really missing living alone and being free of constant human contact. It takes so much energy to talk to people and it’s usually energy I don’t have. I miss the support… Continue reading Stress will be the death of me.